After the Credits 001 · Film notebook 006 · September 23, 2026
The Life We Choose Even Knowing the Ending: What Arrival Leaves Behind
On time, grief, language, and the courage to say yes to a life whose loss is already visible.
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Essays and observations about movies, culture, images, performance, and the stories people choose to believe. New entries will build a dated, public record of my developing point of view.
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Essays about cinema, cultural memory, identity, inheritance, erasure, and who gets to shape the stories a culture carries forward.
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Short, thoughtful pieces about the feeling, question, image, or choice a film leaves behind after its plot is finished.
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After the Credits 001 · Film notebook 006 · September 23, 2026
On time, grief, language, and the courage to say yes to a life whose loss is already visible.
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Film notebook 005 · What the Screen Remembers 002 · September 22, 2026
On cultural memory, migration, Black womanhood, and a past that survives by becoming portable.
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Film notebook 004 · First look · September 22, 2026
On the handoff from Quentin Tarantino’s 1969 Hollywood mythology to David Fincher’s 1977 crime-world precision.
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Film notebook 003 · September 14, 2026
On childhood, family mythology, imperfect vision, and the dangerous distance between seeing and knowing.
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Film notebook 002 · September 14, 2026
On surveillance, spectatorship, and the courage required to choose an unscripted life.
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Film notebook 001 · September 14, 2026
On synthetic celebrity, the fantasy of control, and the audience that helps construct the illusion.
Read the essayA note from me · September 14, 2026
A first note about the voice, values, visual identity, and real body of work this notebook is here to build.
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